so babysitting went well.. .i was a little nervous at first, but the kids were so cute. Believe it or not, but i think i would do it again.  

So i should be packing and doing laundry because i'm moving in a few days, but i really don't have the motivation to do it.   But i can picture me running around the house trying to pack the night before. that's usually how i work. under pressure.

So i've been thinking a lot about what i believe and such. and about life and stuff in general.  I think way too much. But i think i need to figure things out for myself, and stop listening to what other people say. i've done that way too long.  I came to that conclusion today.

anyways...i'm excited about tomorrow. I hope it turns out alright and things get cleared up. Cuz i'm sort of confused about a few issues.  

Alright..i don't really have much to say. this is about it. nothing too exciting. i'll write when there is more to say.

Alright..so i've been inspired to start writing in my xanga a lot more.  Considering i only have one posted and it was back in march.   So here's an update on how things are going.

 I'm moving back to stow with my future sister in law. I'm pretty excited about it, cuz katie's really cool and i know we'll get along great.  So i have less than 7 days to pretty much do all this moving. and packing.  I'm such a procrastinator.   But i'll get it done. it'll be fine.  It'll be nice to have a change, but i'm super sad about leaving em.  She's such a great girl and I'm gonna miss living with her. but i'm sure i'll see her all the time reguardless.  

So a couple days ago i spent the whole day with my dad. we went shopping, out to eat, and a movie. I have to say i had such great time.  If anyone ever has the opportunity to hang out with their parents for a whole day. I recommend it.  Plus you find out things that you never knew before. It was a blast.

I'm going back to school in the fall for nursing. I'm really excited. A little scared, but I know it's something i need to do.   

I'm babysitting tomorrow night. I absoultely despise babysitting. It's not that I don't like kids, I love kids, i want to a lot, but there is something about watching other people's kids that i don't like. So this is a once in a lifetime experience for me. I hope things go well.  I'm a little nervous about it. Especially cuz they're my boss's kids. But i'm sure the night will go smoothly. I'll keep you posted about it.     

And the boy thing...well who knows.  I guess time will tell. I'm sort of confused about it right now.   I don't know what's going on.  So we'll see.

But for right now, i'm enjoying the summer and hanging out with friends. 

watching the three amigos with em. it's a classic. tomorrow i leave for south carolina to see my sister. i'm stoked.  flying for the first time. but surprisingly i'm not nervous. it will be nice to get away for a little bit.  i still have to pack. i'm a huge procrasinator.  but some things are never going to change.

just a thought....i wish i would have felt this way two years ago. but i can't dwell on that now. only in Christ can i trust. it will happen if it's meant to be.

"It is for freedom that Christ has set us free. Stand firm, then, and do not let yourselves be burdened again by a yoke of slavery."    -Galatians 5:1